gee i like stress. especially giant balls of it knotted up inside my stomach. i dont know what to do anymore. neither job i interviewed for seems like its going to work out, and i might just bail out of florida altogether and say fuck it. 
but that brings about other things, like how to move back. i bought tons of large shit that will never fit in my car. i suppose i could sell it or whatever. plus i have no money and tons of bills due oh i dunno...monday. yeah thats just peachy. if only i played the lotto, maybe i could win it.
and then i told myself, just a few hours ago, that whatever im going to do, i will decide on by sunday. me being the worlds most indecisive person certainly is hindering this. but i need to figure out something, and just do it i guess.
right now, all signs lead me back to PA, stay with the family till i straighten shit out, and maybe get my own place up there again. its so much cheaper, and so many more jobs. and obviously everyone i know is there. bleh.
im going to stop rambling and go beat this goddamn mission in wolfenstein now. kk thx.
but that brings about other things, like how to move back. i bought tons of large shit that will never fit in my car. i suppose i could sell it or whatever. plus i have no money and tons of bills due oh i dunno...monday. yeah thats just peachy. if only i played the lotto, maybe i could win it.
and then i told myself, just a few hours ago, that whatever im going to do, i will decide on by sunday. me being the worlds most indecisive person certainly is hindering this. but i need to figure out something, and just do it i guess.
right now, all signs lead me back to PA, stay with the family till i straighten shit out, and maybe get my own place up there again. its so much cheaper, and so many more jobs. and obviously everyone i know is there. bleh.
im going to stop rambling and go beat this goddamn mission in wolfenstein now. kk thx.
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stacie:
why'd ya hate MA?
sebsis:
Noted and logged.