So essentially as of late...
I don't know what to feel anymore.

I wish I could explain it.
Or even understand it.

Any emotion that enters my...realm of being. I just kinda hold onto it.
I dwell on past fuck ups and recent instabilities. I am upset over kitties and doggies...and Russians I have not known long, but love very dearly. Most other things I hold disdain.

Perhaps sleep is the way.

SLEEP.