ganonymousg

I'm totally spasing...why else would i be on here at 3 am telling mostly strangers about my terrible troubles.

So as always, it starts with a guy *i had issues to begin with but ill continue to explain* mid feb i meant a new guy... let things happen pretty fast; hes 20, too cute little metro mexi guy, semi pro poker player, drives a infiniti G37, and rents a master suite local to where most of my family and friends are. We hit it off quick, too quick as usual... find out he has a gf, but he wants to leave her, so i stick it through for a few weeks cause she's moving out of 'their' place. Perfect for me since im struggling in big bear to find work an hour away from anything; he insists that i move in with him once she leaves. So sure enough she had to ruin it for us somehow, she gossips off the the landlady about how hes been sneaking around on her with me, the landlady chimes in and recalls my seeing my car, long story short... while my bf and i are up at my place waiting while the bitch moves out, she has the landlord basically ask us not to come back. Stupid on their part if you ask me, we can afford the rent and now they have to find new tenants...but oh well.

So now AT LEAST, i'm rid of the bitch... and hes nearly paying her off to leave... he gets stuck with the rent, her car payment, and a cancellation fee for her cel phone. Lucky me if I had known he bent over backwards for her... he offered to pay my bills this month * NOTE: anyone, who knows me, has met me, or nearly has even talked to me can vouche im not a gold digger type... but i felt special, so i told him he could make my car payment for me this month...being ive been the one doing most the driving out to see him. AND i was full prepared to pay all of my others bills.

SIDE NOTE: to my current situation... I was laid off a few months back, i just bought a new car two months prior to my lay off, i already am in enough credit card debt to ass rape my credit *thus the car to help fix it* and frankly... i hate it in big bear...haven't bothered to hook up internet or cable because i wont be staying long or ill be offing myself.

Another long story short... he doesnt have the cash right now, hes been out with his buddies all weekend and i had other things to do so he couldnt be around. *of course to top it off my mom hates him...mostly because of his 'profession'* so my bill that i can't afford because i expected results from him is due tues at midnight, and hes theory is that he can just go to the casino tmrw and turn the $100 he has, into nearly 4 times as much. i just hope hes as good as he says he is..because ive seen him do even better than that before, but its a luck/karma/vodoo thing sometimes with poker.

In conclusion, my shits fucked up... its not like im losing my house or my car *just yet* which i know alot of ppl in these times are, but im on the edge of my seat abit... im just glad that the bitch is gone, i have my baby, i hope hes not a con, and i need to find a new job real fuckin soon...