ganonymousg

so the craziest few months of my life yet, went down! omg, so i failed one of my classes so i dropped the rest, and then not a week later the laid off my whole department at work....so after all the bitchin' i do about guys with no car or no job, no goals.... here i am jobless...good deal that i saved some money... so all my bills are good until January, but I will need to pick something up by then or i might be hurting. im not too worried though, i hated my job and now i can actually convince myself to get off my ass to go get a pharmacy technicians job, since i've only had the certificate for over a year now; that'll pay better than what i was making too! other than that, i've been on the dating scene... its good and all but most guys are either emotionally unavailable or crazy clingy. i want a really man, good head on his shoulders, nymph like me, that can actually make time to see me more than once a week.

Worst part about being single, i miss a man's touch, his smell, kisses, licking, biting. I miss waking up next to someone, i miss the random text and lines about how his day is going. I miss the passionate, hot, rough, loving sex. i miss the hopeless romantic that burns inside of me, the connection between lust and love, the on going love/hate relationship that makes us fight like cats and dogs and fuck like rabbits to make it up. I miss having someone to hold, care for and be there for. i want a real man....