I'm done looking for the right one, looking for love, expecting things i cannot have or that do not exist. I have come to face the facts with myself in regard to what i am searching for in comparison to the places i 'shop' for them; it's not a balance. I can't find love from someone that doesn't want it; i can't befriend someone who can't care for themselves. I can't rely on anyone other than myself for the compassion that i hold and i can't give my love to someone that can't understand the complete depths of that compassion, my logic, and my beliefs. I don't need to feel that i have something to prove by showing what i have to bring to the table in any relationship; i want to be surrounded by only those who truly love me for my spirit and my friendship. *my humor is a plus* I haven't been single for so long that all i preoccupy myself with now is searching for the next infatuation, but that isn't important and my life NOW is. Living for today, forgetting what yesterday held and not overly searching into the future.
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Oh yeah, a girl with a good sense of humor is the best.