I'm scared. It feel like no matter what choices I make, they're the wrong ones.
I'm just tired of being wrong all the time. This is why I want to drink, to forget.
And here I'd been feeling a bit better because my family had been here and surrounded me and supported me. I even spent an awesome day with my dad.
Yet, here I...
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I'm just tired of being wrong all the time. This is why I want to drink, to forget.
And here I'd been feeling a bit better because my family had been here and surrounded me and supported me. I even spent an awesome day with my dad.
Yet, here I...
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It took my picking a fight over text messages to get him to finally tell me the god damn truth -- he has a new gf. I'm not surprised. I knew this is how it would be but it still hurts.
Here's the man I thought I'd marry some day. I bared my heart and soul to him. I was honest about everything and in...
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Here's the man I thought I'd marry some day. I bared my heart and soul to him. I was honest about everything and in...
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obd:
I know the feeling well, but you're far too young (and frankly, pretty) for that thought. Walk away from this one. Don't try to find some one new just yet. Look again when you're ready.
joscelyne:
I'm sorry it hurts so much. But ^ they're right, it'll make you stronger. You're probably going to be tired of everyone telling you things you already know and/or don't wanna hear (if you aren't tired already), but we're here for you.
I'm watching "Como Agua para Chocolate." It's probably the movie I needed to see.
Yesterday brought all kinds of emotions for me.
I had a dentist appointment in the morning. Everyone was nice and for once they didn't find a reason to drill into my mouth. The best part: It was free! It's nice having great insurance.
Afterwards I ran home and showered, ate breakfast...
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Yesterday brought all kinds of emotions for me.
I had a dentist appointment in the morning. Everyone was nice and for once they didn't find a reason to drill into my mouth. The best part: It was free! It's nice having great insurance.
Afterwards I ran home and showered, ate breakfast...
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Suddenly I feel antsy, like I'm fighting for my very existence.
The dean of the College of Liberal Arts at Cal State Long Beach has decided the school needs to run a feasibility study to see if my college newspaper, the one I worked on for most of my time there (talking at least 2-3 years), devoted most of my time to my last three...
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The dean of the College of Liberal Arts at Cal State Long Beach has decided the school needs to run a feasibility study to see if my college newspaper, the one I worked on for most of my time there (talking at least 2-3 years), devoted most of my time to my last three...
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toothpickmoe:
Sort of like how it seems that no one notices when I update? Yeah, good times.

obd:
ridiculuous. is there anyway the paper itself can generate more income?
So I was going to link y'all to the piece I wrote for today's paper, but apparently it doesn't get published online. It wasn't much but a) I got shit for it and b) I got thanked profusely for it.
See, this one woman whose age I can never right (She looks about two decades younger than she is), has a wedding this weekend, her...
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See, this one woman whose age I can never right (She looks about two decades younger than she is), has a wedding this weekend, her...
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unravled:
Yes! You should come visit!
roxymonoxcide:
I think my reset button is missing. I haven't been able to find it for a long time. I hate that one person can fuck up someone else's self esteem so badly. I must reclaim my happiness
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obd:
The card sounds like a good thing to do. I like the new pic as well.
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perfectequation:
thanks! i got it at Windsor.
also, depends on what you want! I have one commission I'm doing at the moment, but if you're interested, message me or somethin'.
also, depends on what you want! I have one commission I'm doing at the moment, but if you're interested, message me or somethin'.
kirin_ka:
I've never done mock trial, but on one case they put us against the best mock trial team in the Sacramento area. If I remember correctly the had to defend two girls that were showing that read "There is a bomb on your car" to other cars on the freeway. I just remembered what they were using as a defense, they were saying the girls had straight A's and one of them got an award for some shit. I nervously objected to their defense claiming that none of it mattered for this case, and the judge, thankfully, agreed. It was a tough case for them, they just had to fight against the punishment. Our team got everything we asked for except not allowing them to get licenses until they were 18 since they weren't driving. We even got them to pay $180 dollars for the police helicopters gas that was in the air for five minutes.
WTF... That guy I had a date with forever ago to see a play with and he blew me off because of work. I am now on the phone with him at 2:30 a.m.
I wish I hadn't answered but I thought it was breezey needing a ride.
I remember now why I didn't want to date him. He sounds soooo stupid. I think he...
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I wish I hadn't answered but I thought it was breezey needing a ride.
I remember now why I didn't want to date him. He sounds soooo stupid. I think he...
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guitarsnglasses:
Thanks!
I have some opti-free stuff, but there is also bunches of Renu stashed around the house.
I have some opti-free stuff, but there is also bunches of Renu stashed around the house.
rosehips:
If a guy who blew me off called me at 2:30 in the morning i'd ask him to come over just so I could punch him in the throat when he got here.
A man flipped me off tonight for going the speed limit in the slow lane, while it was raining.
Look, I'm all for speeding but at 2 a.m. when all the lanes are open is it necessary to ride my ass when you have three other lanes to choose from?
Also, I think if someone is going slower in the slow lane, that's OK. That's...
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Look, I'm all for speeding but at 2 a.m. when all the lanes are open is it necessary to ride my ass when you have three other lanes to choose from?
Also, I think if someone is going slower in the slow lane, that's OK. That's...
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breezey:
I"m kinda sad that I didn't get any rain. I love thunder storms!
toothpickmoe:
I missed the rain.
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tigerangel:
Hello! Would you, by chance, be able to tell me where you got your "Shakespeare Hates Your Emo Poems" shirt? I absolutely love it! 
tigerangel:
Thanks! Of course, the 2 that I actually want are out of stock. Ah well, hopefully they will reprint them.
Thanks again!
Thanks again!



At least you don't let a coin make your decisions. (I don't either, but ...we could.)
I'm probably the last person who should give anyone advice. I've made a lot of bad choices. Still, it's been worse when I've failed to act than when I was proactive. I think you have to at least try to control your own destiny.
Good luck.