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He told me no. For the second time ever, he told me no.

I put a happy face on, made it all the way through dinner.

I left crying. He didn't come after me.

I deleted his number. I don't know how I made it home without crashing.

He - - - he didn't come after me. He knows the rules. He didn't come after me.

I - I - I've really lost him.

Oh lord what have I done?!