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Its not just the relationship.. a lot of stuff is just coming down on me at once. I'm trying to give myself a break here and there, but its so hard for a perfectionist like myself.

Anyways.. have tons of fun in Philly. I'm counting down the weeks til I go to the Outer Banks in North Carolina. That's a whole week vacation, leaving the day after my last final this semester.

I hope you have fun in Philly hun. I'm sure it'll be nice to get away from work and school. Everyday life can just get to the point that it consumes us. Anyways.. have a great time, and relax a little for me too, lol.. since I'll be here working on schoolwork and such.

Don't take me wrong on the photo thing. I agree that the monkey is funny, it is just than looking at your picture help me belive that we're having a conversation in real time.

Remember your fantasy: To form a utopia of people who could carry on intelligent conversations.

I guess this is as close as you may get to get what you wish for.

... I don't feel like I can take time out from anything. I so wish that I could. I would never not want to talk to you, I'm so sorry that you felt that way. I wish I could go to Philly with you this weekend. I'll be in Niagara Falls with Crissy at a hockey tournament though, and I don't have spring break until the 23rd of March.. so all the professors are loading me down with crazy amounts of work. I just feel like I'm gonna explode. That's not an option though.. I just gotta keep truckin.. hoping it will all get better soon.

.. i am questioning my relationship with her but that's not entirely what's making me unhappy. I am sure that it is adding to my misery and the overwhelmed feeling that I have.. but I wouldn't blame all of it on my relationship. I love her too much to let things fall apart completely right now. It just takes alot of energy to hold it all together.

at least you aren't listening to Elliott Smith, or Nick Drake. that would make the day even more depressing.
February is almost over.....and spring is almost here.

You got sunshine today but, at what price!!!!

It was 6F this morning. Painfully cold.

i can't remember where i heard this but, here it is.
there are two types of people. people who listen to what you are saying and comment on it. and there are those who wait for their turn to speak.
or something like that. i can't stand the second type of person.

ok, I'm listening...

it's hard enough thinking for yourself sometimes...

he came up in a silliness thread...why not liber-ace?

i've never understood people that "collect" suicidegirls. like they ask them to be their friends just to have their picture on their profile.
ok.....so i have a mac so for me it's command+shift+3 (or 4). three does the whole screen and four gives you cross hairs so you can take a specific pic. but i don't know if these will work. try googling a program called SnapNGrab. but also i'm not sure if that's just for mac's. or you could just ask Terrakotta how she did it because she has a PC.

Thank you for your comment. I like beer very much, so I'm taking your tip. I'm planning to going back next week, so I definitely going try your recommendation. I even may go on Sunday so I could make good my promise of free drinks (or beers). Send me a message if you are up to it.

New York is as far south as my expertise goes.

Maybe find a SG that you have something in common that lives in Philly or the Group SG Philly???

where did you find that. i just checked my payment thingy and it didn't say anything about the price going up.

In the the drinks thing, you got it, just choose the place and let me know in advance.

Well, good news so far as far as the Brat is concerned, but WTF? Does the Leach give off some sort of fumes that encourage people to become his enablers??? I say turn off the ringer and check the ID when you do hear the phone ring. Perhaps Mary will take him in and thanks to his bankrupcy, we can all enjoy higher interest rates. Bastard!

At least it will be spring soon. I know, that's a small consolation, but I wanted to end this comment on a high note.

Thanks for your comment. I've seen therapists off and on.. and no I haven't in a while. I have meds.. I was on them for a while.. but either I never believed in them, or I was just not on a type that worked for me. I think its kinda self-defeating to ask a depressed person to have faith that a medication will make them feel better.. and keep taking it on faith alone. If I had faith that things would get better.. I wouldn't be depressed. I dunno.. Sorry for complaining. Thanks for commenting though. I'll make it through. somehow.

Um, unless The Brat came out of YOUR UTERUS I think he has put way too much of the responsibility of caring for this...er.. child. And while it is commendable that you have maintained a friendship after the divorce, I think that has evolved into a caregiver-caresucker relationship that, I agree with Caradura, has gotten a little too involved. Where is this child's mom? Why isn't SHE picking them up with the AAA card in the middle of the night?

Sorry, this wasn't helpful advice at all. But take it from someone who had to be the caregiver for a decade: it never stops until YOU stop it. I wish I could give you advice, but the only way I was able to put a stop to it was to cut off all ties all together, and it sounds like you have a friendship with the 'ex.

ps: I think I deserve triple Scrabble points for using the word UTERUS in an SG posting.