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Long Time, No Post

I just can't seem to get in the mood to post anything lately. Probably because I'm feeling a little melancholy that summer is ending and I didn't really do too much. I'm also a little sad that I have to go back to educating America's youth. Although I haven't been teaching for long, I feel as though I'm not making a difference. It's today's society! Too much technology and not enough of the good old-fashioned book. Kids can't even write a proper sentence without some type of slang (i.e. wanna, gonna, LOL, OMG, etc). I feel a mixture of sadness and frustration.

I'm also very frustrated with my mother. We don't exactly have a bad relationship, but everytime I talk to her she manages to make me angry. I'm not sure why. Ever since she got remarried and moved she's become helpless and needy. It annoys me because she used to be so independent...now she has to take a nap if she has company. Perhaps it's because she's getting older, but perhaps she just wants attention. Attention that I can't and won't give her. I have a hard enough time paying attention to myself.

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