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Sunday Apr 01, 2007

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A Depressing Blog Entry for April 1st

So it's April 1st and I feel like a fool. I have realized that I'm stuck in a funk without many options. I've asked my doctor for the dreaded anti-depressants that I swore to myself I'd never take again. I mean who wants to be dependent on medication to balance their moods? Does this make me helpless? I can't really tell. Some people will say that it shows I'm ready to take control of my life. Others will snicker behind my back. I guess I shouldn't care what other people think...I'm the one who has to suffer crying spells every other day. Fuck 'em if they can't take a joke.

I wish I could wake up with the master plan of my life in my head. Everytime I think I get close to figuring it out my subconscious laughs at me and says, "NOT A WINNER, TRY AGAIN!"
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ghaunth:
Shit!
That's no fun but I was in the very same position up until about four weeks ago, I changed almost everything about the stuff in my life that sucked and now everything is A OK!
Take the pills, get up again and kick life in the face!
*hug*
Apr 27, 2007
faeriecatofdoom:
I can never catch the show when it's on but Becky said that it's on thursday nights after Smallville.... whenever that is tongue

The show is fun I was just mad about how the last episode of season one ended but I can't wait for season two to come out so I can see it... I think they are currently on Season three.
Apr 27, 2007

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