Sunday Feb 18, 2007

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Feeling That Unhappy Feeling

I know I should be happy with all the good stuff that's been happening for me lately (the new job, having Walter, being warm and fed, etc), but I just feel empty. Something is missing. I'm not quite satisfied with the way life is going. I feel like I've settled instead of actually accomplished. In a nutshell I'm not sure if life is going in the right direction. Maybe I've made a huge mistake...maybe I should have taken those risks that I was so scared to take way back when. Maybe I should think about taking those risks now. whatever confused
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zode:
long time no blog???

telepathboy:
You know what the worst thing about risks are? That sometimes, the biggest risk is not taking them. Babe, chances are you made the right decision by not taking the risks. Your life is turning out well. There's a semblance of depression that clouds one's mind during periods where the chaos rests... Our minds are so used to running at 5000 bpm, that when the thumping lulls, we look for place to put those worried thoughts. All too often, great people turn those negative thoughts in on themselves when they can't turn them off.

You're better than that smile

I have faith in you!

-D

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