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I feel like people don't pay attention to what I'm saying alot of times. I know exactly what you mean. I get it at work alot and with people that say that they are my friends.

as for the pictures. I would love it so I could hand out pictures of me and Justin for christmas but I wouldn't be able to pay you all that much for them. If you want me and Justin are going to be going out on his birthday this upcoming wednesday. You are more than welcome to join us. I believe we are going to the Texas Roadhouse. I think its in East Longmeadow but I'm not sure but I could find out for you. We are, or at least Justin is, going to the Suicide Girls show in North Hampton on tuesday. All else fails if I can't afford to get the pictures done now we could always do them after Christmas so I could give you proper pay for them. Just let me know.

I didn't have power for 12 hours today. It snowed today but only a few wet heavy inches that melted in the sunlight after a few hours. Crissy's family is snowed in with no power though. THeir power went out Thursday night and the electric company is saying it could be until Tuesday until they get any power back. Freakin weird isn't it?

Anyways.. I"m feeling a life crisis coming on lately. I am sure of nothing in my life anymore. I'm only 20 and it shouldn't feel like a big deal, I shouldn't feel so trapped, but I do. I'm too rational and logical for my own good sometimes. I want you to graduate so we can talk again Miss you.