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... I don't feel like I can take time out from anything. I so wish that I could. I would never not want to talk to you, I'm so sorry that you felt that way. I wish I could go to Philly with you this weekend. I'll be in Niagara Falls with Crissy at a hockey tournament though, and I don't have spring break until the 23rd of March.. so all the professors are loading me down with crazy amounts of work. I just feel like I'm gonna explode. That's not an option though.. I just gotta keep truckin.. hoping it will all get better soon.

.. i am questioning my relationship with her but that's not entirely what's making me unhappy. I am sure that it is adding to my misery and the overwhelmed feeling that I have.. but I wouldn't blame all of it on my relationship. I love her too much to let things fall apart completely right now. It just takes alot of energy to hold it all together.