Well, I finally did a friend list cleanout and got my pictures back.
I do so love those tiny pictures....
Time is progressing for me. Work, home, sleep, work, home, sleep... Everything just blending together in an amalgam of blah.
I'm a bit worried that the lack of conflict/drama/insanity in my life at large makes me seek out trouble with the Sig O. I've been throwing rocks at B as fast as I can pick them up, in some weird effort to drive him away or perhaps distract myself from the whole 'relationship' thing. I'm not so good with that bit, and I think I'm trying to provoke problems so that I won't have to be an adult and commit to monogamy fully.
I love my silly boy, but can I commit without becoming dependent? Why the hell am I trying to sabotage the only sugar I have in my figurative Cheerios?
Bleh!
I do so love those tiny pictures....
Time is progressing for me. Work, home, sleep, work, home, sleep... Everything just blending together in an amalgam of blah.
I'm a bit worried that the lack of conflict/drama/insanity in my life at large makes me seek out trouble with the Sig O. I've been throwing rocks at B as fast as I can pick them up, in some weird effort to drive him away or perhaps distract myself from the whole 'relationship' thing. I'm not so good with that bit, and I think I'm trying to provoke problems so that I won't have to be an adult and commit to monogamy fully.
I love my silly boy, but can I commit without becoming dependent? Why the hell am I trying to sabotage the only sugar I have in my figurative Cheerios?
Bleh!
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aikaterine:
Sounds good. Can't wait to see them. And my scars...well I had steroid shots in them earlier in the summer to try and make them smaller. They have improved but some of them are still raised.
mr_demille:
feeling linky tonight... did you know about this book? The cover is very cool.