I've felt pretty dead inside for the past six or seven years. One thing that I used to love doing was going to concerts. But I missed a lot of good shit in those years. Plenty of epic tours came and went and I just couldn't care less. Coupled with my disinterest in GOING to concerts was a complete abandonment of writing and playing my own music.
A good friend of mine had an extra ticket to the Puscifer show in Columbus tonight and dragged me out of the house to go along....holy. fucking. shit.
Make me feel like living again. Made me feel like picking up my guitar and bass and start writing. Made me want to start a band and play little clubs all over the state. This is what I've been missing and didn't realize it. I fought it...don't know why. But I feel energized and transformed by the night.