I'm feeling very twisted today. And by "twisted" I'm not trying to imply a mischievous streak... I feel a strange internal tension that won't allow me to get things done. It's anxiety of some kind. I've suffered under the weight of it for years. God only knows what the actual disorder is, but once I finally have a paying job with health care benefits, I'm seeking professional help. I feel like this...whatever it is...has held me back from quite a lot in life. I need to nip it. Nip it in the bud.
Until then, I'll just curl up in the fetal position and have a nice cry.
Until then, I'll just curl up in the fetal position and have a nice cry.