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It has been one week since I started my job.
Yesterday completely numbed my brain... surreal

I hope today is better.
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ferretbite:
You're just getting used to it again, you'll be fine soon.
brandi77:
Did you get fish slapped? I thought only people in Minnesota did that kinda shit.
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Pause, for just a moment, and think about the ones who know you best. Think about the ones who know you when you've been at your worst, but remain your friends nonetheless. Think of the ones who love you. Think of the ones you love. Forgive their faults and keep them in your heart.

...and hope to God that they will forgive you.

slappyjess:
hey! this does not sound to positive! i can kinda recognize that kinda talk. i lived in it for years. please tell me you're ok.
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I feel like something is wrong... but I can't place what.
I'm going on record right now as saying I should have never gotten out of bed this morning.

We'll see how the day pans out...
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lolablu:
One of those days. I know how it is. Here's hoping it surprises you in a good way.
ferretbite:
Normally I would offer you advice but I feel particularly bad today. I think I might have food poisoning. skull
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The Roomie and Accomplice, for reasons uncomprehensible to me, have been struck with the urge to buy a giant fish (fresh, not frozen, mind you) and smack me in the temple with it... while I sleep...

I'm keeping the door locked.

I don't like these shenanigans, not at all, not one bit....
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sydfloyd:
Thanks
slappyjess:
lol.
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Big thanks to everyone that commented on my last blog...

You all said what I've been thinking.

I'm going to stomp the terra in the footsteps of Larry Darrell...

PS--It is speculated that on this day in 1984 Richard Brautigan took his own life. No one knows the exact date for sure. I can't tell you why they think it was Sept. 14th. That...
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claudey:
i would say that it was a little bit of both.
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Once again, I am employed. Go me. The pay is really kinda low, but it will cover the bills and allow me to eat. The atmosphere is nice. Different from what I'm used to. It's a small family owned business. Benefits will be fairly nice (100% company paid medical to mention the biggie) once I get past the first 90 days.

But the point with...
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lolablu:
Stay with the happy place. If you do, you'll find reasons every day to be glad you did.
affecta:
Don't follow money. Follow your bliss and cake.
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ferretbite:
I have no idea what you're saying right now.
rxqueen:
what do you think is worse? making a living as a bill collector or being harassed by one?
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phantasy:
Awesome! Well spotted.

I hate eating out because it's always followed by bloating, wind, cramps and a desire to go straight to bed even if it is only 9:30 on a Friday night.
slappyjess:
even though the never ending pasta bowl does end, it sounds really friggin good right now. and that pic on you is hot! LOVE the diaper. love
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ferretbite:
In the immortal words of The Governator:

"I'll be back"
slappyjess:
awesome pic!
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"And it's too late to lose the weight you used to need to throw around."
-Dogs- by Pink Floyd


My 30th birthday is a little dot in my rearview mirror at this point. I've noticed over the past few years that I'm getting soft. A little pudgy, maybe (OK, no maybe about it). The ol' metabolism isn't quite what it used to be. Apparently, this...
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slappyjess:
sometimes it takes a while and a lotta shit to find your place in the world. good luck.
brandi77:

You're Ms. Chanandler Bong

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Hahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why the hell did I just find that so absolutely amazingly funny? Sorry.

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I really need to stop abusing my prescriptions as sleeping pills. But damn it's tough to do when they work so well in the right combinations and amounts. I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me.



G'night, kids...
lolablu:
You're right, that stuff is easy to abuse when you have it around. Just be careful!
slappyjess:
I LOVE PINK FLOYD! I LOVE THIS SONG! I LOVE THAT YOU PUT IT ON HERE! Ya know. I was trapped in the black pit of depression for a long ass time, so i have a small idea about where you are. i hope that someday, you can receive the gift i have and get better.
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Day 2 of "the new way"...

"The New Way" being that I wake up relatively early and go to the gym. I'm feelin' pretty good about it. I think it'll stick. My goal is to go every day that I'm not working... once I find a job, I want to go at least every other day if not every day.

Resumes are out and about,...
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slappyjess:
it is awesome you're going to the gym. I was really into it for about 3 months then it slllowwly died away. hope you have better luck!
kitsunepagan:
Thanks for the Welcomeing ^_^ Good luck Job Hunting