A groan of tedium escapes me,
Startling the fearful.
Is this a test? It has to be,
Otherwise I can't go on.
Draining patience, drain vitality.
This paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old.
But I'm still right here
Giving blood, keeping faith
And I'm still right here.
I think it was all for naught...
Wait it out,
Gonna wait it out,
Be patient (wait...
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I keep playing the incident over and over in my head. No matter how many times I rewind I always come up with the same answer. I'm a schmuck. This is why exhaustion and beer are a bad combination. Bad decisions are made. I should have stayed.
That is the past.
The only question now is, will I be given another chance? Will the same...
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I think I inadvertently put The Chill on something that I didn't want cooled. New Territory may not be as close at hand as I had thought.
Sometimes I'm too clueless for my own good.
I'm perplexed. Things here seem to be swirling around me in an odd way. I think I might find myself in some very unfamiliar territory relatively soon. I don't know how I'm going to handle it. I'm kinda scared... and kind of excited all at once. I'm gonna ride it out and see what comes.
...and now for something completely different.
Did you know...?
You...
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OK... time to resume going to the gym. I started a few weeks ago and that lasted all of a week and a half. I need to get back there soon... I feel like crap all the time.
Dear Mr. Vernon,
We accept the fact that we had to sacrifice a whole saturday in detention for whatever it is we did wrong, but we think you're crazy for making us write an essay telling you who we think we are. You see us as you want to see us, in the simplest terms, in the most convenient definitions. But what we found out,...
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I don't know what it is,
but I distrust myself
when I start to like a girl
a lot.
It makes me nervous.
I don't say the right things
or perhaps I start
to examine,
evaluate,
compute
what I am saying.
--from "It's Raining in Love" by Richard Brautigan
...in typing this, I wrote the code for quotes wrong at both ends. I typed "QOUTE"....
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...work will be interesting. 
