So it was a surprisingly good day today... Felt more chilled out than usual and this morning, something really strange happened. A guy that I met on my gap year that I used to fancy like mad msn-ed me. woo! Ok, so it doesn't *mean* anything as such, but it was such a boost and I've just taken the plunge and emailed him!
But the best part of it was that depression can make you feel like you'll never feel anything again. Today, after that message, I actually felt giggly and excited again. So, it's not so much about him, but about the fact that I can still feel. Wow....
However, I'd totally *love* to go on a date with him
he had a girlfriend at the time we met and he said he wanted to kiss me (though we were drunk at the time - ha!) but that was a long long time ago, and besides, it's just fantasy - he lives in worcester for goodness sake.
Must dash, love island is on!
But the best part of it was that depression can make you feel like you'll never feel anything again. Today, after that message, I actually felt giggly and excited again. So, it's not so much about him, but about the fact that I can still feel. Wow....
However, I'd totally *love* to go on a date with him
he had a girlfriend at the time we met and he said he wanted to kiss me (though we were drunk at the time - ha!) but that was a long long time ago, and besides, it's just fantasy - he lives in worcester for goodness sake.
Must dash, love island is on!
Or at least arrange to meet
thanks for the good wishes and glad you are feeling a little better.
Every day is a new day with endless possiblities
Send you my love