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The wedding went great, my friend got hitched without any and they both looked absolutley thrilled so I was very happy for them.

I got very, very drunk and acted like a stupid happy person, I was pleased to discover from this that nbo matter how much I drink I always seem to end up a happy drunk.
Much better then starting fights with strangers for no apparent reason.

I was also surpsrised and somewhat pleased with myself to discover that despite the whole wedding setting I never once felt lonely as a result of or even jealous of my friends romantic success.

I can't wait to see my mate again when he comes back from his honeymoon, he needed the rest badly.

Come to think of it, I think I do too...

Best of all though is that I met somebody while I was there, somebody wonderfull who was cute and nice and amazing fun to talk to.
We met in the very early hours of Sunday morning on teh patio outside our B&B, she'd come to teh wedding with her ex as they'd split up after accepting the invite and now she'd found herself wishing she hadn't as he'd made the whole expierience miserable for her. She had the misfortune to come back to the hotel as myself and my friends were standing around smoking and chatting (well, they were smoking, I don't) since we all drunk we had no trouble involving her in our conversation and she seemed gratefull for the interaction. Perhaps things were even worse then she'd let on, I don't know but she certainly didn't seem happy at the time.
She soon cheered up talking to us and before long we were chatting like we'd known her all along, strange how something that brings out the worst in so many can bring out the good in a few.
The "dutch courage" as myh friend called it gave me that confidence which has eluded me for so long and I talked at her almost non stop. I suspect that very little of it made sense but she seemed ok with it in which case it was her fault for encouraging me. :p
After a while, it was just me and her talking and it dawned on us that we were standing out in the bitter cold when neither one of us smoked.
We went indoors and continued talking for well over another hour, just general life stuff as I much as I can recall but I do remember that just about every thing I said to her made her laugh which I have always taken as a good sign that someone enjoys your company.

I just have to wait for my aforementioned now married friend to return and settle back in and then I will ask him to pass on a message to her for me.

I'd love to see her again, I can only hope she feels the same way.

I hope that the one person reading this is well even though I've never met you.

On a final note, I've done an awaful lot of shopping this month allready. I'm usually quite conservative with my cash but I spent a load on new clothes and an absolute fortune (430 to be exact) on soopah flash new CK specs with thin line oval frames and lightweight, grey tint transtions glass lenses.
That may seem excessive but I've been promising myself new glasses for the best part of three years and I fell that I've earned them.