What I need is some excitement. I need to get out there and crank some of my music for some people who may enjoy it. I need to do it. I need to get the band together and working again. I want that more than anything.
My attempts with music seem to be more and more desperate lately. Maybe I am too hard on myself, but I can't be happy with something until I feel it is complete. It just doesn't fit yet and I am wondering when it will.
My attempts with music seem to be more and more desperate lately. Maybe I am too hard on myself, but I can't be happy with something until I feel it is complete. It just doesn't fit yet and I am wondering when it will.
more than anything at the moment, I *need* coffee. I hope I can survive tonight without crashing before 9 again, ugh.
this is what I'm reduced to!