gabster

Sorry every one I just havent had a chance to do much lately. One of my friends died in Iraq. And another one of my friends lost his leg. So I was busy with the funeral and I had to work a lot. Then to top every thing off I got really sick I dont know with what. But I threw up everything I ate. And I slept for 2 days strait. I just hope it was some food poisoning and not my depression taking over my life again. That would suck I hate being sad. I plan on going to the clinic and seeing if there is a counselor available to talk to that seems to help talking. Im really scared that if my depression gets as bad as it did last year. I dont have any one to take me to the ER this year. So I got to get this fixed as much as I can so I dont do anything stupid. Im not saying all of this to make people sad or mad or scared I think Im more or less just talking to myself. So no one worry it will be ok.
So I think now would be a good time to tell everyone that Im addicted to ebay yep know Im a loser. At lest I have almost all my Christmas shopping done all ready and I didnt even have to go to Wal-Mart which I despise, but that is the only store in my town god this town suck. Well now I am going to go and read everyones journals and see what you crazy kids are up to.