gabriel_rain

I got my picture to work!!! Yaaaay!!! I look fat but I have so much gear on, but its me. This is in our Company area. That is an M4 with a M203 grenade launcher, her name is Annika. I hope to update this picture eventually. Anyway, life is the same old. Hurry up and wait, Thats my life. One thing that I have been thinking on is what makes the things we do good. Perhaps the methods of getting things done determines how good it really is. How far would you go to get something done? Say helping a friend, or doing something you know is right but the way to get there may not be so right. When I was looking for my biological family i was willing to do anything and just by going to Colombia I was risking my life. The family I stayed with wanted to set to fake marry thier daughter for citizenship... I didn't because I was messed up down there and couldn't support her either. Anyway there have been other times where too where to simply get by I had the option of doing it the bad way or the only way was bad and sometimes doing it. I have spoke of my dislike for the guerilla in all countries, especcially in Colombia. I really hate what they do then see them proclaim peace despite the evils they did. I now have a chance to fight Guerilla in iraq. But I'm questioning my motives. I don't want to do it out of revenge but i still hate them. Anyway I will do what I can to get back, but will try to make the right choices. Too many things to think about....
I hope you all are doing well.