What beauty could I possibly find on such a gloomy night.
My body shakes as I walk through the endless rain.
I barely notice as I am soaked to the skin.
Your voice runs through my head as your face is imprinted on my soul.
What beauty could I possibly find knowing I may have lost you.
I walk aimlessly through the dark staring at the ground.
Staring as the rivers of rain flow towards the sea.
With them my hope flows away from me.
My tears begin to fall,
But are soon lost in the rain which has laid claim to me.
I have spent my life searching for beauty,
But know tonight I will find none.
I walk onto a basketball court.
3 blacktail deer stare deep inside of me.
I am pierced by your stare but you are nowhere to be found.
You must have been a deer in a former life.
How did I find beauty on such a gloomy night.
How can something so pure have found me in such an unpure place.
How could I have something so beautiful so close to me without realizing it?
My thoughts have returned to you,
Knowing what you did.
How else could I find beauty on such a gloomy night?
Coldness races through my body,
Chasing thoughts of you from my being.
Quickly your thoughts chase the coldness back.
My body is warmed by the love you refused to stop giving.
The love I refused to return.
My body shivers knowing it has no right to that warmth.
Picturing your body held agaist mine,
I am overwhelmed by an amazing aroma.
Blackberries.
You must have been a blackberry bush in a former life,
You continue to bring me happiness without realizing it.
If I never saw you again,
I would remember you for your blackberries.
When I smell them again,
My thoughts will be drawn to you.
You refused to stop bringing beauty into my life.
Without knowing what you were doing,
You have left your mark on my soul.
With your blacktail,
And your blackberries.
And your beautiful night.
My body shakes as I walk through the endless rain.
I barely notice as I am soaked to the skin.
Your voice runs through my head as your face is imprinted on my soul.
What beauty could I possibly find knowing I may have lost you.
I walk aimlessly through the dark staring at the ground.
Staring as the rivers of rain flow towards the sea.
With them my hope flows away from me.
My tears begin to fall,
But are soon lost in the rain which has laid claim to me.
I have spent my life searching for beauty,
But know tonight I will find none.
I walk onto a basketball court.
3 blacktail deer stare deep inside of me.
I am pierced by your stare but you are nowhere to be found.
You must have been a deer in a former life.
How did I find beauty on such a gloomy night.
How can something so pure have found me in such an unpure place.
How could I have something so beautiful so close to me without realizing it?
My thoughts have returned to you,
Knowing what you did.
How else could I find beauty on such a gloomy night?
Coldness races through my body,
Chasing thoughts of you from my being.
Quickly your thoughts chase the coldness back.
My body is warmed by the love you refused to stop giving.
The love I refused to return.
My body shivers knowing it has no right to that warmth.
Picturing your body held agaist mine,
I am overwhelmed by an amazing aroma.
Blackberries.
You must have been a blackberry bush in a former life,
You continue to bring me happiness without realizing it.
If I never saw you again,
I would remember you for your blackberries.
When I smell them again,
My thoughts will be drawn to you.
You refused to stop bringing beauty into my life.
Without knowing what you were doing,
You have left your mark on my soul.
With your blacktail,
And your blackberries.
And your beautiful night.