gabber

three weeks until my birthday!

ew i'm going to be 24.

i also really wish that i'd take my own advice sometimes and stop making efforts where i shouldn't be making efforts.

so much wasted energy. oh well. live n learn, yo.

arg. i'm not having an easy time at positivity today. I am really hung over. it's disgusting and i feel really lame about my hair too. like, i did it to myself but i rarely regret things like this.... *emotear*

just gotta suck it up... ugh.

i miss my boyfriend, im sore and just generally un-impressed with everything today.

fleh.

I had the most violent murderous dream i've had....probably ever:

I was in this place like Battle royale styles and with cunning and pure brutal violence, i killed everyone. haha it crazy, I had an AK47, a glock, an axe blade... like WHOA.

In another part, i had sex with this person who i've only met once (in my real life). and it was like...
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man.cheap cigars, suck.

for how much ejnoyment i will get out five, i should have just bought the good one.

oh well. live n learn.

holy wow.

By some twist in so-called fate i managed to narrowly miss stepping on the giant sized hornet i found on my kitchen floor.

I walked over to the counter, cleared up a bunch of stuff, walked back to the cupboard and turned around and there was a giant fucking hornet/wasp thing just crawling along the floor. right in my walking path.

It could...
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being kinda drunk and alone kinda sucks.

hehehe i didnt mean to get this way but beer was just tasting so good.

yep... im being tempted by a nerd to become more nerdy so i can make money whilst doing so....


all i can say is that

what i lack in glasses, i make up for in boobs.

i also assaulted my hair..,...by chopping a...
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