soooo. uh
nothing has really changed in the past month or so.
My ex has been at home so i've spent two weeks crouching at my boyfriends house. It's been fun, sorta like an extended sleep over. Getting to work isnt so joyous, but with my ipod i can actually tolerate the 45 mins it takes.
I really miss my dogs and cat though. I got to see them after work today and Suzie cuddled up and layed on my chest sorta like a big snuggley hug.
this is Suzie:
this is Luna:
and this is my Kitty, Onyx:
this is my chameleon, Bert:
I serioursly played myself on newyears day. We went to a friends house party, it was fun but it turned into one of those friends invited friends, who invited their friends, who invited their friends thing. we took off with a couple friends after they had a few words with some girl who showed up. Kinda ruined their mood. So, we ended up back at our one friends house, and had a chillin time. I just ended up splitting some sketchy red pill with a friend and didnt fall asleep until fucking 10 oclock on sunday night. I should know better. I even second guessed my decision, but i guess cuz it was only half a pill i figured it was cool.... Oh well, it was an ok night/day....it would have been stellar if my boy coulda stayed out with me. He had to work early so he took off home at 2.
I've made a new years resolution of sorts also. That i gotta pull up my socks and get my shit together. I'm doing o.k. but i'm not taking care of the business i need to take care of, you know, getting more financially stable and such. I'm SORT of thinking about a super part time second job to just get my credit cards and stuff paid off. I dont think working a sat/sun job would be too bad just to get my situation a little more desirable.
I dunno... The only way i feel less stressed about things is if i have a solution to my problems, so i need to actually take some time to think of some.
nothing has really changed in the past month or so.
My ex has been at home so i've spent two weeks crouching at my boyfriends house. It's been fun, sorta like an extended sleep over. Getting to work isnt so joyous, but with my ipod i can actually tolerate the 45 mins it takes.
I really miss my dogs and cat though. I got to see them after work today and Suzie cuddled up and layed on my chest sorta like a big snuggley hug.
this is Suzie:
this is Luna:
and this is my Kitty, Onyx:
this is my chameleon, Bert:
I serioursly played myself on newyears day. We went to a friends house party, it was fun but it turned into one of those friends invited friends, who invited their friends, who invited their friends thing. we took off with a couple friends after they had a few words with some girl who showed up. Kinda ruined their mood. So, we ended up back at our one friends house, and had a chillin time. I just ended up splitting some sketchy red pill with a friend and didnt fall asleep until fucking 10 oclock on sunday night. I should know better. I even second guessed my decision, but i guess cuz it was only half a pill i figured it was cool.... Oh well, it was an ok night/day....it would have been stellar if my boy coulda stayed out with me. He had to work early so he took off home at 2.
I've made a new years resolution of sorts also. That i gotta pull up my socks and get my shit together. I'm doing o.k. but i'm not taking care of the business i need to take care of, you know, getting more financially stable and such. I'm SORT of thinking about a super part time second job to just get my credit cards and stuff paid off. I dont think working a sat/sun job would be too bad just to get my situation a little more desirable.
I dunno... The only way i feel less stressed about things is if i have a solution to my problems, so i need to actually take some time to think of some.
good luck with your resolution.