gabber

jesus christ.

I assasinated myself this weekend....physically, mentally and emotionally. I fell in love and came the closest i ever came to hating someone. I have never felt that way about anyone....like, i dont even want to waste any time hating him he's so useless. ugh. no, it's not my ex either. however, i'm going to work on shedding those feelings too because wasting energy on not liking someone that worthless is....futile.

I fell in love with so many people over again. I have the fucking coolest friends. I couldn't be any more fortunate to have those people in my life, though.

anyway. i'm tired as fuck.






btw.

seriously this sounds fucking disgusting but it's fucking TASTEY.
We invented Pirate juice this weekend.

Cranberry Apple Juice, Vodka and Jagermeister.

instead of saying MMMM after drinking it, you say D'YAR without being prompted. seriously.

We wandered around passing it to people, and the only person who didnt say D'YAR after taking a swig said "Hey! it's not horrible!"