gabber

I slept until 1:30 today, and am feeling fucking demotivated. I do however have a fucking mess to clean....the 30+ beer cans we emptied on sunday afternoon, the pizza box....the gin, the whiskey... the ashtrays...paraphernalia...
for three people, the mess looks like that of about ten.

I'm hoping some Coffee and Johnny Cash will motivate my sorry ass to get busy. At this point, anything i do is just motivating my sex drive and making me ready to kill to satisfy some primal and carnal urges.

Man i am in a whole different world today. insane.