gabber

and then holy fuck. i wake up to the seething pain of a migraine headache. Right now i feel as though the only relief would come when my skull has finally burst open and all my juicy bloody bits are all over the wall behind me. I can't nap any longer, it's too much hurting. Perhaps if i have a nice morphine drip or something i'd cope. But, my curtains are pulled shut, my tv is off and i'm squinitng to keep the light from seering my delicate pupils. All ontop of this undying fucking sexual frutration that might as well be the death of me.

life is painful today.

please, put me out of my misery.