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Well another night of partying.....this time was not as exciting as Friday night but the hostess was awesome - http://www.mimidivine.com . I felt so awkward being around the people who know my ex and know that we broke up. Turned me into a wallflower for the night. It hit me there that I really miss him but not much you can do when you are just not compatible.

I had an old Pro-Domme friend do needle play on me and then she did some Reiki massage techniques. It helped me cry some more and let him out of my emotions. I had 12 needles - play piercings - through my breasts. It was the most amazing feeling.

Still waiting to see if SG is going to accept me for a photoshoot. I am hoping to hear something soon.....waiting sucks!

Off to submissive snack and learn tonite and I heard he is bringing my toys back to me. I am looking forward to seeing him but know its going to hurt.....I think I am going to cut my hair short like SG Luci today.