fyrestarter

i found out i'm getting fired from work. it is kinda fucked up and unjustified, but it apparently can't be prevented at this point. so i am just waiting, they like to make you sweat for a day or so before you actually get axed. oh, well. to tell the truth i am a little relieved. is that weird? i just don't like working for a huge corporate company. especially an insurance company. we had a staff meeting last friday and upper management's biggest concern about the hurricane is their "pay out" after it hits. not a single thoughtful word went out to the people who would be experiencing this tragedy!! i know that it is an insurance company's job to be concerned about the amount of damage pay out and try to prevent it, but it was so discouraging to hear all these people going on about how it will affect their profit sharing amount in january, blah..blah..and not seeming to care at all about a possible death toll, etc...



i didn't really fit in there anyway. every ther car in the parking lot has a fucking *W* sticker on it!! every time my tattoos were visible i got stared down by all the old biddies working there. and. did i mention that my dad's bitch-ass wife works there? so i had to constantly deal with her mean glares and death rays when she was on my side of the building.

******sigh******

i think i am going to make the best of this situation, and start a new project i have been mulling over, and perhaps jet out to santa fe to make some $$$$$. i have a friend there who said he can hook me up with a job making good money. i still have some details to work out for sure!!

here we go again...