fynne

Ive been insecure about our relationship but the shit I have just found out has made things so much worse.
So I checked his outbox. Yeh I know , totally out of order, but I'm glad I did. I was greeted by a vile message to so random chick telling her how hot she was and if she wanted to talk on msn. I confronted him. Turns out he does this often, it makes me sick. While he is a work and I am looking after our 2 young boys he is promiscuosly talking to other girls online. I know alot of you are gonna think i'm going totally overboard but I feel like I have been cheated on, you know? He tried to say I was worse for being on Sg but I can honestly hand on heart swear to god I have never engaged in a whoreish behaviour over messages or msn or anything else. I give this guy so much. 4 years , 2 kids, endless love and what do I get for it? Hell he doesnt even wanna marry me yet which probably says it all.What should I do? I feel so fucking awful. He is on a night again tonight, 2 guesses what he is gonna be doing.