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as for Tuesdays thoughts.

Fuck people.
Everyone is so slow or it's to the point where so many people are slow witted that it's hard to notice those who aren't because maybe they're catering to the fucking mormons. Dear above average thinkers. Leave people confused. If they can't understand you it's not your fault. Blame this shitty education system that revolves around GPAs.

I'm losing hope. Work was decent though. I'm also closer to thinking nothing is wrong with me today and that it IS actually everyone else. I admit I was beginning to suspect there was something wrong in my noggin. Nope! It's just the vast majority of people. I still think I have a lot to improve on as far as knowledge goes. I still feel behind and stupid. I'm way better off than a lot of people though and I'm sure most of them think they are on pace. That's a bad pace.

I might work on being more honest too.
I'm tired of waiting for everything.
I'm tired of feeling hesitation and fear.
I'm tired of time wasted on hopeful thinking when I could have said something and found my answer.
I'm pretty serious about all this and I hope it seems obvious.
I'm not sure how many people actually read my blog regularly because they don't say anything to me.
So I'm sick of a lot of things right now and it's time to change them.
bye <3