fvk

blah. i need to get my new job happening. i have another "screening" at a different location on friday. with all of these "screenings" and fucking interviews youd think i was applying to be in the secret fucking service. this job is so bullshit that i cant even believe im having to jump through all these fucking hoops. however, im swiftly becoming broke, so i gotta do what i gotta do.

the most important reason that i need this job to get happening is because i need to be out from under the roof of someone in my family. staying at my grandparents is fine and all, but i have a fucking amazing house in SF that im currently not at for the sake of making a living. so instead of drinking with my friends and being creative, im stuck in front of a computer with all sorts of time on my hands to just sit here and dwell on some of the lesser points of my life. i cant really go out in the interest of saving money, so im just cooped up in here. its fucking depressing. im hoping all of this will remedied by friday. ive already gone through one background check, so i dont see why one store couldn
t just e mail it on over to the other one. im gonna hope for the best.

well, i guess i should focus on the positive for the week. i get my bike this weekend. im going to the giants/dodgers game on wednesday night. the giants beat the rockies tonight. i get to go home this weekend. im hoping that everything just starts rolling on friday.

at least i have a 9am wake up on friday, right? thats somewhat posi.