I've been struggling with doctors and hospitals ever since my boyfriend complained of headaches 2 months ago and eventually was hospitalized with a subdural hemotoma.
Being unemployed, I've had to come up with creative ways to pay my rent. Among the most steady is a feature on a spycam site. By and large it's okay, all I have to do is run my cam and chat 12 hours a week with insensitive assholes.
It's certainly been a challenge trying to log in and chat. I logged on today, and while I was struggling with my boyfriend's doctor's office to explain that we were a little worried about his recent seizure, a chatter asked me if I could flash him while I was on the phone. I started fantasizing about a death scene unfolding in view of my spy cam...
(Scene: Living room. Cam woman holds a dying man.)
PUSSYSLOBBERER: o wow, what a bummer. u sure are a great girlfriend.
SEXMEUP: 31sm, first time here. Can I see your tits?
BUNNY: Can someone call an ambulance or a mortician???
PUSSYSLOBBERER: sorry your bf is dying. An orgasm can really help with your grieving.
INSENSITIVO: Your camera angle sucks. Zoom in!
PUSSYSLOBBERER: can you move ur bf just off the side a little so i can see ur gorgeous honeypot?
Do any of these statements make you (porn consumers in general) cringe? Have you ever caught yourself asking more than you should during a free cam show? If so, what were your thoughts as you continued your insenstive demands? Did guilt factor in, or did it lessen as your erection grew?
Being unemployed, I've had to come up with creative ways to pay my rent. Among the most steady is a feature on a spycam site. By and large it's okay, all I have to do is run my cam and chat 12 hours a week with insensitive assholes.
It's certainly been a challenge trying to log in and chat. I logged on today, and while I was struggling with my boyfriend's doctor's office to explain that we were a little worried about his recent seizure, a chatter asked me if I could flash him while I was on the phone. I started fantasizing about a death scene unfolding in view of my spy cam...
(Scene: Living room. Cam woman holds a dying man.)
PUSSYSLOBBERER: o wow, what a bummer. u sure are a great girlfriend.
SEXMEUP: 31sm, first time here. Can I see your tits?
BUNNY: Can someone call an ambulance or a mortician???
PUSSYSLOBBERER: sorry your bf is dying. An orgasm can really help with your grieving.
INSENSITIVO: Your camera angle sucks. Zoom in!
PUSSYSLOBBERER: can you move ur bf just off the side a little so i can see ur gorgeous honeypot?
Do any of these statements make you (porn consumers in general) cringe? Have you ever caught yourself asking more than you should during a free cam show? If so, what were your thoughts as you continued your insenstive demands? Did guilt factor in, or did it lessen as your erection grew?
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This is my S.O.'s account. I just realized you had a journal on here. I've taken your picture before, remember? (Just think chinatown)
In response to what you're saying, well... you have to remember what profession you are in. Unfortunately, you're in one that... well... demands that you be sexy/alluring at all times. Otherwise, it'll be tough for you to make money.
It's too bad there's no union for cam grrrrls, as it seems to be an occupation a lot of the people I know take up.
I do hope your boyfriend gets better - hospital bills can be a bitch.
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