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My tattoo artist cancelled my appointment again!!!!



This wouldn't be a problem to get this tat started, but both our schedules are throughout the week and w/a major piece like this, I need to make sure that we have plenty of time to get the outlining done. My artist hasn't been able to swap for a weekend day w/the other artists there...or so he tells me. Whatever. I've been jonesin' to get this ink started for months now....It's now looking like I'm gonna have to wait until my vacation to get it started because that's the only time I'll have a weekday off.....

Found out last night that my roommate is moving out. Says he's bored and broke and unhappy. I can see why he wants to move, but this is gonna make things alot more difficult for me in the near future. I've been thinkning about trying to buy the house I live in, but I know I can't afford it w/o a roommate to help spot some bills. I guess I better start scoping out some potential places to move all my shit. Playing drums makes things difficult...I need a solid, soundproof environment to play sos I don't disturb the neighbors. I can't survive w/o my drumset.

I'm pretty pissed about the progress (or lack of progress) that my band has been doing. I guess I can't even really say I'm in a band at this point. I lost one guitarist, the guy that was playing bass weevered out, my other guitarist is now moving out, and my longtime best friend only seems content to drink, play video games, and fuck his big-tittied, sugar mama girlfriend. I like the fact that she brings her BMW over and lets me drive it around town while they hang out at the pad, but I don't like the fact that I've only talked w/my bro occasionally since she's been in the picture. He's the only member left that I can do any sort of music with. Man what a sonofabitch. After all these years, I got nothing to show for my effort. I'm still motivated to make something happen musically, but I need to start looking for other opportunities. At this point, its time to start a whole new band w/all new members. I'm dissapointed, because the main reason my band is in shambles is due to conflicts between the other members over BS- mostly involving women. Thats a big reason why my bassist quit. My other guitarist quit when he got married. He never wanted to play out anyways- fuck em. The only thing I know that I can do right now is to buckle down and start recording some new material w/whoever wants to record w/me and to start practicing a whole bunch more. I think I'm just on the verge of becoming really good, but I need to focus my efforts. I have this urge to get rid of all my old gear so that I can use the $$$ to buy the new shit I've been wanting to get for a long time.
I think what it comes down to is sort of a whole cleansing process, I just want to get rid of or destroy everything old so that I can start fresh.

Enough of my blabbin. I'm outta here.