Life's been pretty fucking weird lately. I might as well be living my future in the past. At least that's the way things seem. I've had a string of deja vu occurances that I wish would stop. Shit that I saw in my dreams over a year ago that all the sudden pops up into reality,if only for a split second. I don't like it. It makes me feel like I'm living a life I have no control over or that I've made all the wrong choices and its proof that I've fucked up. That or maybe I've come full circle and am having memories of the life I am now living. Yeah, I think about this stuff. Its complicated and happens too often to just shrug off. Maybe it will all make sense one day. Probably not. All I can do is wake up every day and do what I do best. Aside from the weird shit, life hasn't been too bad. It could certainly be alot worse(and its definitey been before).Its about time I get a break. 
drexel:
yeah i get that too. if we created our past, and we create our future, who's to say we can't just come up with something last year and then run into it today?
punknitemike:
thats some weird shit man!