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Yeah, so as of last week I've been depressed as fuck. Go me. I've got my reasons, but nothing I really want to list here. Lately, I've just been feeling somewhat...inadequete. But whatever, hopefully I can get past it and focus back on enjoying life again. Not to say that the party at my house wasn't fucking awesome or that I've got a vacation next week to look forward to- there is alot of good things going down. But needless to say, it hasn't changed my mood one bit. As soon as I start to think about whats been depressing me, its all over. I was hoping that spending time with my girl this past weekend would help me shed what's been bothering me, but to no avail. Try as I might, I just can't shake it. I suppose what it all comes down to is I just need to man-up and deal with it. I hate feeling depressed. I hate the fact that I want to type out everything that's on my mind, but cannot do so as this journal is public, Awwwwww fuck it. I will say this- last night I went to bed super-early as I was just fucking tired of even thinking and I woke up well-rested and somewhat confident today, which is a plus. Also, I realize that my brain somewhat over-exagerates some of my fears causing anxiety to set-in and from there it just builds and builds. Sometimes I think that what's bothering me is really pretty fucking stupid and it shouldn't even concern me....but it does. Whatever, I'll get through it. This time next year I doubt I'll even be thinking about what caused me to be so fucking depressed this past week.

Hopefully, next update, I'll be back to my usual kick-ass-and-take-names self.

Meanwhile...check this video out. I got a kick out of it!

Every Day Is Exactly The Same

EVIL DEAD ROBOT MOTHERFUCKERS!