I haven't blogged in a while, ive been so super busy! I was really looking forward to a happy blog writing about being thrown into my work, organising a couple of photo shoots, and getting to go on a couple of really lovely dates with a super nice boy...but then everything kind of unravelled :/
So now I'm getting demoted in a few weeks, and there's nothing I can do about it, even though people I work with tell me I'm brilliant at my job, I'm unsure about myself, about why I'm here, and have no idea how I can pull off a confident looking shoot this week, or another which I've been looking forward to loads in May, and I just got ditched, again.
Apologies for the lack of happiness, I hate feeling this blue, but I guess if you dont weather the rain you'll never see the sun right?
The best thing right now is my little baby Severus finally ate last night
I'm so pleased because I was so very worried about him he hadnt eaten since January!! and it looks like my artwork is going well right now, I may have my first commission ( I always end up doing all my designs for free) hehe so I cant wait to see the design inked, as well as getting my own piece extended in May.
So fingers crossed, I'm keeping my head above water and hopng for better news to blog about next time
Much love SG land, I hope your week is better than mine
So now I'm getting demoted in a few weeks, and there's nothing I can do about it, even though people I work with tell me I'm brilliant at my job, I'm unsure about myself, about why I'm here, and have no idea how I can pull off a confident looking shoot this week, or another which I've been looking forward to loads in May, and I just got ditched, again.
Apologies for the lack of happiness, I hate feeling this blue, but I guess if you dont weather the rain you'll never see the sun right?
The best thing right now is my little baby Severus finally ate last night
I'm so pleased because I was so very worried about him he hadnt eaten since January!! and it looks like my artwork is going well right now, I may have my first commission ( I always end up doing all my designs for free) hehe so I cant wait to see the design inked, as well as getting my own piece extended in May.
So fingers crossed, I'm keeping my head above water and hopng for better news to blog about next time
Much love SG land, I hope your week is better than mine
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Everything always gets better and everything happens for a reason. Maybe the demotion will mean a different, better suited opportunity comes up soon?
As for photoshoots; just because things aren't going well relationship-wise, it has no baring on you and how you look, and shouldn't effect your confidence. you're gorgeous, and should be happily posing away to show that ex-boy of yours what he's definately missing out on.
Hope you feel better soon