Thursday Feb 09, 2012

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So I've been having a few days off and super enjoying it!
I know its going to be horrid going back to work but I really feel like I needed the break.

So I've had my ribs tattoo finished, here's a sneaky picture smile




I'm looking forward to my next one now, I just went today and got a really good quote. Yeyy!

For anyone who has been following my blogs, my first date with the super cute guy went well somehow, and the other night he cooked for us, not only is he an amazing cook, but somehow we are on for a third date when he has some free time biggrin
Problem: I have no idea whatsoever how to handle this situation, because it suddenly feels so grown up in comparison to any other guys I have dated, and its making me doubt myself.
I know every time my phone goes off I'm hoping its him, and when it is, he make me smile loads. When I'm with him we are both constantly laughing (usually at me, which is fine) and we seem to get on brilliantly, but for some reason I'm just waiting for it to go wrong, and that makes me scared. I am constantly expecting him to get bored of me, or to realise I'm nothing special whatsoever, so I'm almost tempted to push him away, purely to save myself the hurt, but then maybe il be missing something wonderful?
This is the only bad point with having time off, I'm thinking far too much!haha

On a better note, I went to the zoo last weekend, check out these cute guys!







And today, I made cookies!


much loves SGland smile
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sather:
Beautiful tattoos! You know, it sounds like its going pretty well with this guy. My best advice, just be yourself! It sounds like the two of you are getting along really well right not, so don't change anything! Its good that you laugh a lot together, that's fantastic. Just remember, he like you the way you are, you like him the way he is, dont change any of that.

Good luck!
carbon8ed:
I just realized I never replied back ugh :l Yeah like this year I don't have anyone special for V-day so it sucks I kinda enjoy doing the whole going out and getting eachother stuff. It is annoying how they make you feel like shit basically if you are single and shove it down your throat :/ Aww thanks doll! Haha right sadly I think I will just end up staying in watching movies by myself too but oh well better than nothing right? Well I see you are happy with that guy so far and don't ever doubt yourself that will be a huge factor if it doesn't end up working out. Just be yourself and he will love you for exactly who you are so don't worry too much stay with it and see where it goes.

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