lightbulbjack:
Yeah, I've those kind of days too.
blueberries:
Well I'm glad you are feeling better, but judging by the faces in your journal entry, now I'm not so sure.
Just applied for heat aid, I think we made $1500 too much. 
Here in Toledo there is a big worry about the upcoming heating bills, and it is worring me a-lot.
Next few weeks and I'm gonna block off some windows, plastic others and add insulation, we will be keeping the temp at 60 degrees f.
That sucks cause my wife is always cold.
Bushie...
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Here in Toledo there is a big worry about the upcoming heating bills, and it is worring me a-lot.
Next few weeks and I'm gonna block off some windows, plastic others and add insulation, we will be keeping the temp at 60 degrees f.
That sucks cause my wife is always cold.
Bushie...
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blueberries:
Oh man....I hope all that works out. When I was a kid, we always had plastic on the windows...and it was so cold. I hated taking my morning bath cause my teeth would chatter for forever afterwards.
Ah crap for once Im speechless
blueberries:
????
There are things I need to write about.
Adding a note.
What is up with everyone being pissed, depressed, or out of control with the cookies 10/9
The effects of urban sprawl I have witnessed
The illegal installation of septic fields around lakes in michigan
Stuff like that.
NOT TODAY
Today is flowing stream of conciousness day.
I really enjoy this site, andmany of the...
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Adding a note.
What is up with everyone being pissed, depressed, or out of control with the cookies 10/9
The effects of urban sprawl I have witnessed
The illegal installation of septic fields around lakes in michigan
Stuff like that.
NOT TODAY
Today is flowing stream of conciousness day.
I really enjoy this site, andmany of the...
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corinthia:
I think that that has to do with the fact that like 30 girls have left the site in the last couple of months (including 2 popular ones, Katie and Apnea), and people are starting to realize negative things about the site, and there's definitely been some bad press too.
That, and the whole War on Porn thing, people are pissed about that too.
That, and the whole War on Porn thing, people are pissed about that too.
blueberries:
Oh good, good. And you? 
It looks bad but may not be worse.
Look at the monday 9/26 NPR morning edition archive for michigan public radio michiganradio.umich.edu (no i did not insert alink I am lazy).
Type in pornography on the search engine (do not type in censorship! they are worse than we are) and you will come up with a somewhat appealing story.
SG did the right thing in...
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Look at the monday 9/26 NPR morning edition archive for michigan public radio michiganradio.umich.edu (no i did not insert alink I am lazy).
Type in pornography on the search engine (do not type in censorship! they are worse than we are) and you will come up with a somewhat appealing story.
SG did the right thing in...
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lightbulbjack:
Here is the story from the words you gave me. I hope you enjoy it.
Just say you love me.
I could lie again and say the words that make her smile. The problem is I cant bring myself to lie anymore.
We never really loved each other, at least not the way that real lovers do. We were a one night stand that turned into a two then three and before we knew it January turned to November. In her arms I found sanctuary from the terror of my loneliness. In me she found the illusion of safety and purpose.
In our own way we found tcontentment. I do love her; Im just not in love with her. She deserves to be happy and shell never get it with me. Make no mistake, my reasons for ending this are selfish, it just so happens thats its what is best for her as well, even though she doesnt realize it yet.
Im sorry Allison.
My illusion is gone. Being with her has become a bitter loneliness that I just cant endure any longer. I just cant take another day of blaming her for me own inaction. And I cant wake to another day of the sadness in her eyes. Shell always force a smile and say nothing is wrong but her eyes will always betray her.
Somewhere a man is getting down on one knee with a ring in his hand. Hes looking into the eyes of the women he loves when she says yes. Somewhere a girl is about to get her first kiss. Her heart is beating faster as she waits for the boy to build up his nerve. Somewhere people are happy.
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Just say you love me.
I could lie again and say the words that make her smile. The problem is I cant bring myself to lie anymore.
We never really loved each other, at least not the way that real lovers do. We were a one night stand that turned into a two then three and before we knew it January turned to November. In her arms I found sanctuary from the terror of my loneliness. In me she found the illusion of safety and purpose.
In our own way we found tcontentment. I do love her; Im just not in love with her. She deserves to be happy and shell never get it with me. Make no mistake, my reasons for ending this are selfish, it just so happens thats its what is best for her as well, even though she doesnt realize it yet.
Im sorry Allison.
My illusion is gone. Being with her has become a bitter loneliness that I just cant endure any longer. I just cant take another day of blaming her for me own inaction. And I cant wake to another day of the sadness in her eyes. Shell always force a smile and say nothing is wrong but her eyes will always betray her.
Somewhere a man is getting down on one knee with a ring in his hand. Hes looking into the eyes of the women he loves when she says yes. Somewhere a girl is about to get her first kiss. Her heart is beating faster as she waits for the boy to build up his nerve. Somewhere people are happy.
[Edited on Oct 04, 2005 6:37AM]
kittypiefacehead:
Possibly 
OK I caught the last half of an NPR report on the cencorship witch hunt. Sounded like the supremist court, is lookin at allowing consentual adult fun. We may eventually be ok.
Now what is up with the ENNUI' goin on on this site, suggestions will discussed.
Now what is up with the ENNUI' goin on on this site, suggestions will discussed.
hophead:
Thank you. It makes me happy to see that someone else agrees with me on the creepyness of that site. What a bunch of yuckos.
blueberries:
That's good to hear.
O.K. got the news. crap on them.
I put the situation in my prognosticator, will have ideas for action.
Now for somthing compleatly different.
I put the situation in my prognosticator, will have ideas for action.
Now for somthing compleatly different.
Got 3 on-line tests today
reminder to self write story abt unsustainable growth
first hand account
monday
reminder to self write story abt unsustainable growth
first hand account
monday
NOTHIN good yet
corinthia:
Hi!
I'm not writing a book, I just am reading a John Irving book and I was telling Wednesday about it.
I'm not writing a book, I just am reading a John Irving book and I was telling Wednesday about it.
horton:
you can tell your wife:
"tu es la plus belle"
chubby = enrob in french
"tu es la plus belle"
chubby = enrob in french
Crap Still runnin
Check that chicken
Prepare to be boarded
Check that chicken
Prepare to be boarded
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horton:
yes i'm chubby
patient_zero:
lol cute!!