funnyman

watched city of god tonight. most inspirational movie ever, if not the most depressing as well. it made me realize i am a lazy piece of shit, and that my photographic talent(no, i am NOT an elitist piece of shit) is going to waste while i am standing at the door to a theater checking to see whether people paid to get into the movie. that is all about to fucking change. i am going tomorrow to all of the local papers with my portfolio, and i am going to attempt to get an internship. yes, i am probably not going to get one, but it can't hurt to try. i need to do something, because i feel utterly useless at this point. i have no girlfriend, no money, no outlet for my music, and its starting to all get to me. i am at the point where i am about to join the goddamn peace corp, because not only would i be doing something for those who have nothing, but it would be a non-stop photo opportunity. no one got famous by taking pictures around cherry hill. not that i want to be famous at this point, but i am at about rock bottom, and i need a stimulus. if any of this is still in my head tomorrow, it could result in a drastic life-changing experience. i dunno, maybe i could be in africa or south america soon. hey, at least it would be something.
not-so-funnyman out