funkzeitmitborat

So i auditioned for that former NKOTB member yesterday, it went really well and i pretty much got the gig, but then he started talking about shows and tours that i couldn't do because of prior commitments. So basically i said "Thanks, but no thanks." I felt like shit the rest of the day because i could tell he was extremely disappointed and pissed at me, which i deserve, i wasted his time and my time. Ah such is life.

I need a fucking vacation, i'm getting sick and frustrated at the music business and all the bullshit. It's getting to the point to where I don't enjoy playing anymore,,,i'm starting to get sick of playing with musicians that are my good friends,,,that's not good at all, so i figure a nice break is necessary to sustain my career. So i need to take a trip somewhere, probably NY, maybe LA, maybe back to the motherland Detroit.

I dunno why, but i invited my ex to sleep over a couple nights ago. I truly wanted to just sleep, but one thing led to another, and blah blah blah. Damn my hormones.