Thursday Jun 30, 2005

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when am i going to be first instead of in the back of the line waving my arms for someone to notice me?
what did i do wrong to always be last.................i need a break from everything. things that made me happy now make me sad, and they make me sad BECAUSE they make me happy. GO FIGURE. i care and its wasted. i dont know what im doing. i need to go away. im honestly going away. i wish i could take you with me. but your not able to be taken, not able to be taken by me. frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown wrong time wrong place etc. its not that, its just ANGIE is WRONG. thats what it is ya know. youll go if she takes you, and i hope you are so happy, honestly. i wish i could make you that happy. there is no drama this is only feelings and honesty. im not going to delete you. but im deleting me. trust me. its for the best. i love you like toaster strudel and so much more.....................im really sorry.
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agentofoblivion:
Its so fucking easy to relate to this... from both sides. I dont know which hurt me more, the last time I was passionately loved and couldnt return it, or this crushing sense of despair that came with being crazy about someone who coldly rejected me.

Hope you dont do anything too rash, sounds like you would be pretty missed around here and I dont have very many people on my friends list ooo aaa
rosesarered:
eeek

Maybe some pictures of my vacation will cheer you up a bit?

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