funkabella

sometimes you do something with the best of intentions or maybe your wearing rose colored glasses still and your naivety <sp?> can be seen and smelled from 5 miles away, and what happens is bad times. and then your fed more words and it keeps you staying in the idle position, and then something happens and its like whoa but you still are wearing your almost shattered by now ... rose colored glasses. and then you stop your idiotic behavior and listen to someone who isnt feeding you bullshit and knows what they are talking about and its like why didnt you tell me this so long ago. but i guess its something you need to learn rite. but thanks for the words because even if it was trivial to you, i actually really needed to hear that shit.
so thanks
p.s. dont watch cops, your way to cool for that freak!
p.s.s i got my hoodie and i look cute in it


and this is what i look like when i realize i have to make a change and maybe burst a bubble...

this is what i look like when i wana go see an awesomely awesome boy but cant cuz i let my mom borrow my car like a nice daughter hmph


i feel like typing this.
keeping your foe
close as your friend
it int caring
as hard as you pretend
jumping @ rintones
and holding your breath
letters dont come
why cant you start fresh
three years of wonder
wanting the forbidden
the truth was obviously hidden
only you and your drapes you pulled shut
calling you
only to borrow your cunt
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blind are you who tee the hope
you worship the pope
then smoke all his dope
selfish are you who take sex like a fruit
your lies fester and then they pollute
you kill your lover and dreams they had
you steal their soul and silence their laugh
disgusting are you who pretend.
dissolve the after...forget and pretend
settle for less wiith your low self esteem
your selfish ways do not go unseen
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