funkabella

what am i doing what am i thinking am i coming or am i going.
i am totally lost right now, i completley feel like im being pulled back into this realm i was in a long time ago. im regressing to a point that i didnt think id remember, and regressing the word for most would have a negative conotation but for me its not negative, its not positive , it just is. nobody understands whats going on, they see it and they do nothing, if we dont do anything how is that going to change the negative? or is the point to let the negative just take over? i cant just sit back chill on jerry and smoke a bowl. i cant do it. but i guess i make no sense with this shit and i wont type about it anymore in my journals.