So now my brother decided since it is his first time being the drummer for a band in a "real" gig, he doesnt want any of us to go LOL He is used to being the lead guitarist/vocals and this is a big stretch, I guess he thinks we are going to be critical, I feel really sad though because I reeeeeally want to go see him play, ARGH! I decided to get some Dave Attell tickets for Joe for his birthday 
He is gonna freak out! woohoo! And we are going to see Dark Star Orchestra too, its gonna kick arse! I'm skipping the new deal show because I think Steve might be there, although maybe he is avoiding me and the memory of coming into contact with me so much that he wont go either LOL whatever 
Sucks, cuz I'd love to see him at a show and share that smile when they split that groove. oh well. guess i'm finally realizing i have no control over it, it is how it is, and i guess he isnt meant to be in my life at all. bummer though!
p.s. I sent you my tapelist papa dear! LETS GET THE TRADING STARTED
He is gonna freak out! woohoo! And we are going to see Dark Star Orchestra too, its gonna kick arse! I'm skipping the new deal show because I think Steve might be there, although maybe he is avoiding me and the memory of coming into contact with me so much that he wont go either LOL whatever Sucks, cuz I'd love to see him at a show and share that smile when they split that groove. oh well. guess i'm finally realizing i have no control over it, it is how it is, and i guess he isnt meant to be in my life at all. bummer though!
p.s. I sent you my tapelist papa dear! LETS GET THE TRADING STARTED