got drunk on pabst tonight. started hitting on a girl that i used to work with. I am not even interested in her (shes totally not my type, a real beer chugin sorority girl type), but it just felt good to have a woman close to me. I havn't dated anyone for almost a year and a half, i just get so fuckin lonely sometimes. I dont even want sex or anything, i just want a girl to lay close to me and to tell me things are gonna be ok... if that sounds logical. My life isnt bad or anything, i just feel so much better when i can hold a girl close. Hopefully i will find somebody like that soon. I'm super dehydrated right now, gonna pass out so im good for summerfest tommorow.
dina1:
eh, you'll find someone eventually. im not reall that lonely. I just got out of a 2yr relationship and its been like 3months. Its like your so use to being around with someone cuddling and all the other good shit and it ends so quickly. =\