fullmoonkisses

My best friend from college is no longer my best friend...there, I've said it. I've admitted it, even if I haven't fully accepted it. After all these years of talking shit together, I have to admit that things are just too different now. Last year he left his wife for another woman, and hey, the heart wants what the heart wants, but I have no idea who he is now. We try and keep up the pretence of friendship, but the miles between us ensure we only see each other about once a year, and the emotional gulf is just as far. I haven't spoken to him for a couple of months, because I simply have nothing to say to him. I know in my heart he probably feels the same, but neither of us have the guts to say it.