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I like just sitting still. just doing nothing. call me lazy, but I realize life is over way too fast and I don't mind waiting. Like right now I'm waiting at the salon. Resting. relaxing. there are things I ahould be doing, people I could callM but I like to just sit and listen. just be still. years will pass before know it. they already...
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pixelsuicide:
this year went really fast surreal.
kiss
kundalini:
It's not being lazy. It's being appreciative. Nobody does it enough. Though I guess I've been very appreciative for the last 3 days... lol

Yeah, the time is flying by, and holy shit, I'm getting old... skull
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Tired,

so tired.
funkmunky:
so go to sleep, and quit yer whinin'!

g'night. biggrin

-- ooo aaa
nolan_void:
I think the seasonal change may have an impact on how I feel in days to come, but I don't think it has anything to do with where I am currently.

I sympathize with your exhaustion. I hope you find some respite to alleviate it. Sometimes I want to respond to the things you say, but lack the content of mind to articulate anything. When I am alone, it seems as if my mind has plenty of things to say, yet when the opportunity presents itself to participate in meaningful discourse, it sometimes leaves me high and dry. Your contact, nonetheless, is greatly appreciated.
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In love, one and one are one.
Jean-Paul Sartre, French philosopher, 1905-1980
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freyja__:
one and one
we had lots of fun
in the bedroom all day
and all of the night!

not the same thing?
oh. right. nevermind, then.
kundalini:
Hmmm. I never could get that romantic stuff into my head....
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The sound of movement
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nolan_void:
I think it is just going to take courage and patience on my part and on the part of the people that I come into contact with to get past all of the surface stuff, all of the encryption and firewalls that are built up as defenses against outside sources when most of the problems seem to be coming from within.
bob_dobalina:
my ringtone sounds somethinglike this and like that and like this and..

[Edited on Sep 30, 2005 11:44AM]
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It feels like the more I try... the more pathetic I become.

I know I need to get my head out of my ass but it's kinda comfortable in here.
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codemonkeym:
Sounds like you're feeling a lot like I feel. frown I hope you aren't in for another ten years of it. It really sucks. But at least kittens are cute! biggrin ooo aaa love miao!! miao!! miao!!
normlisovrated:
you should try the clouds, i luv it up here. so much light and silence, though birds and jets gettin stuck in my ears sometime poses as a problem.
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Normal shit doesn't turn me on.

But then again, what's normal?
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cmaxwell:
what DOES turn you on?
drummercedes:
It's weird because everyone was saying that kyle must like me or something and that he was jealous ... hahaha that'd be weird! so maybe he does like me ... eww
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When someone see you for who you really are
and wants to be with you
thats powerful
reacher:
and liberating. makes you feel at home, with yourself.
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How is it possible to feel like this
blackeyed puke
and this
love smile
in the same day?
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kundalini:
I thought that was what life was like for everybody...? shocked
pica_pica:
sneaking in a kiss and a hello. Quick!
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reacher:
Uh huh, I sense a bit of sarcasm there, miss selfrighteous twenty-something. wink

Some parts of my life are less than ideal at the moment due largely to things out of my control, but that will change, and I've never been happier with my mind. Would I, if I could, take that mind and drop it into my 20-year old body? Sure, why not. But that's not how it works. I'm more capable now than I ever have been. I do feel my life beginning now, truly.

And soon, you too will know the joy of 30, fear not! wink
kundalini:
In all honesty it is because I went looking for something that could make me feel the way I haven't felt in too long. I spent an hour looking at material with the sole purpose of making myself feel desire. It worked... frown